they deserve better

i could have talked to you abt it. but i know u dun really want to talk to me.

i wanted to post this on fb as u might see it and see my point. i opted not.

here i am, posting on this blog which is probably read by less than 2 ppl. well, there is still a chance u might get to see this. so here is my message to you, regardless of whether u see it or not.

seriously, wake up. i dunno. i really shouldnt have this poor attitude. but the truth is, i have. i have this negativity and a less than normal response towards you. i think im biased, thats true as well. but gimme some credit for what im abt to say.

please, just wake up. you have no idea how fortunate you are. u have friends like these two ppl who i see. they are really good to you, they are really nice to you. they put in effort for you. but the way i see it, you are just being urself, not reciprocating. of cos, i might be wrong and so if i am, then ignore me. but if im right, or even partially right, maybe u can reflect upon this. you know, when these ppl treat you so well, they deserve better. they deserve for your appreciation, for you to do the same or even more for them. who are they? who are they to do so much for you? they deserve better. you have your reasons, you have your character, you have your thoughts. but with friend like these, you really should do better. please let them know that you care for them. or rather, please care for them.

im sorry i sound really really angry. i am qt frustrated. its probably becos i was once like them, and i gave up. it is a horrible feeling for you to give, and give and give, and when the other party just doesnt doesnt care. you have these awesome friends around you, and probably more than what i see. please let them know that they are appreciated. even if its not ur style, do it becos, with friends like this, you know u are one of the most fortunate people in the world.

please dun treat them less than they deserve, or i fear many more kaihim's might happen along the way.

please, they deserve better, much better.