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sometimes i just feel that tuesdays are not too good a day for me. like today. okay it ended much better than it could have been though haha. maybe it was just a day when i didnt feel like being alone and wanted company. just thinking abt some things as well.

one pt to discuss is that i really wonder how ppl work sometimes. some people, they are not very nice to you when you are nice to them, they do not reciprocate your friendliness. sometimes they take a little bit of initiative, but mostly they can treat you as though you are transparent. i give them chance, and sometimes i will just be nice and be enthu or wad. But the way they do not reciprocate. its demoralising isnt it. and yet, these people are the ones who continue to be well-loved, well-regarded. despite them not giving as much as they take for example. or them not showing due appreciation.

And these people, who give more than they take, are usually forgotten. sounds common? i think it does. they are on the losing end, but somehow they continue becos they do not feel that they are losing. they accept it. maybe they are firm in their stand, maybe they are just too nice for their own good. maybe, maybe they are just stupid.