buey gum

its depressing that i take pride in things like small talk and human interaction and conversations, but i cant seem to handle group work. esp pair work. one thing im afraid of is that i can barely find ppl with the same kinda working style as me, so maybe next time at work or something its gonna get even worse. maybe its something about me and academics, i dun seem to be able to get along well with academically related stuff other than tests and exams!

oh wells. its really difficult to keep going when two people are rather insistent on their own stand and not making compromises. plus a little bit of mismatched frequency and time limitations, things get out of hand. its like just buey gum. cant seem to agree to things. i think that you are too persistent, so i decided to not strain things further by letting u have the say in almost everything. since u wouldnt have listened to much of my view anw. den it seems like im not helping and that u are doing everything. but thats becos im too tired to say things becos sadly, whenever there is a conflict of view, someone has to give way and if that doesnt happen to small things, work will never get done.

so i got tired and decided to go along with really anything and everything, okay almost everything. it was a low point becos i hardly rmbr myself being so compromising to an extent it really doesnt look like its a compromise but more of a following along. like i have no stand liddat. its really sad that things got to that stage.

all this is over and it turned out well, and better than i may have imagined. but it got me thinking. isit necessary for ppl to get through working tgt before knowing how their relationship truly is? can friends do without working tgt and maintain a good friendship and say that they know each other? isit that once u have worked well tgt it shows that two ppl are of similar frequency and are compatible? can u say that u get along well with one person before trying working tgt? its a good question to think about. how about the case for couples? should they be able to work tgt well to show that they are on the same wavelength? can we draw parallels from work to things like family management issues?

thinking about things like this a lot, typical me. haha. but im really sad that things turned out like that and i really should put in more effort in making things work better! or maybe, its just like what i say, some ppl are just buey gum. cant help it ya.