many things to blog

i had had many ideas to blog abt, but now not in the mood. shall spam something see if i get in the mood to talk abt stuff.

this mid term break is going to be over real soon, and i have not really finished my prep for it. haha. den again, i feel there is not much to really really mug till i drop for. and plus the laziness still in my bones, i take my time again. but its still okay la, just not fast, still manageable.

this is the period when the ppl studying in UK start flying there and it seems like once again, the whole world is going to imperial!! next friday i shall see more. haha. cos jason and jianfeng are flying on that day, and so is ang dun xiang. and according to my spy eyes on fb there are somemore army frens taking that flight. seems like i will meet qt a handful and it is nice to send my blessings to them. (on a night just before my MLE mid terms on saturday zzzz)

and yday when i was going home alone i thought abt certain stuff, like how i feel abt some of my frens. hmm. as always, there are many types of frens one can get. and most of the time after a brief period of interaction u can feel that u two just cant click. it happens. some, with whom u just feel comfortable with, at ease, and able to carry on the convo for long periods of time naturally. den again, there is the grey area. sometimes, some ppl u feel they might be potential leng chang dui xiang, but after some time and getting to know them, they are actually warm ppl.

and as time passes, some of your best friends become good friends, den become hi bye frens and eventually degrade to "strangers" this is sad, but ive experienced much of it. =( but again, with some ppl, even after years of "separation", u are able to connect to easily. this is a very heartwarming feel, the feeling of meeting your lao peng you. i appreciate it very much. and it is not easy to find such ppl. i do hope it will continue this way over many years to come.

even for those with whom i used to be close to but no longer so now (esp those with special reasons) i really do wish them all the best. cos although some thoughts and things i prefer to keep them within me, its not that i no longer care, its just not easy to do so anymore.

=)

u really need to put in effort, in order to keep the friendship going.

and we ought not to take friends, for granted.