Central Library

been in sch, central library, for the past four hours. =( back to sch on a free day to do EG1413 first draft, which is DUE TMR. haha. okay but luckily its still within reach and hopefully by tonight we have a draft that is not too bad to hand in. but definitely requries somemore fine tuning like everywhr. haha. jialat la. this module is driving me crazy. every week doing eg is like a torture. i really wonder why i have to suffer so much psycholgical pain sia. its like lame. why do i dislike it and not love it?

but too bad, me is me. and eg is faculty requirement. i just hope to settle it, be convinced, and get a decent grade that means like something like B will be good alr. and then there is this critique to write in TWO hours for the finals. and it is so long since we touched critque sia. =((

actually its not too bad a feeling to be in the central library, quiet and comfy. good for doing work when i can still concentrate. for now, im getting a little tired and eyes getting dry. im supposed to go alr, since my group mate alr left for his hall thingie, but man, its 1800 and the jam's probably qt bad. not that it will be better later on, just tt the human jam should have dispersed mostly? i hope.

yday i gotten back my MATLAB paper, hmm. im satisfied with my result, its near the range i expected after taking it. but i have to say that the lecturer was very very lenient in his marking. thus even though he set such a tricky and long test, i still think he's not that bad. and he add 5 marks to everyone's score to make the poorer students feel better. of cos there were questions which i dunno how i can get it wrong, but i deserved to get those wrong anw.

heard news from some frens that they din do well for matlab mid terms, and i dunno how to comfort them also. im not in the correct position to do so cos i scored relatively well. hmmm. but its hard to do well for computing subject, if u really not v interested or like dun understd certain concepts. for me, i personally like matlab, i find it increasingly fun. but for ppl who feel they are weak in matlab, i think the trick is really to try and try and play ard with the commands? and dun feel too bad if u din do well, cos one cant be good in everything. just use time to dilute it eventually. and stop thinking abt it..

easier said than done, i know it persoanlly very very well.

haha i just met my friend edmund in the library. random again. went to catch up for a bit.

and, yday (not ydyda, its yday for yes-ter-day) i see again, some ppl who, i feel, need to practise a little bit for humility. it is necessary to think about the rest and be sensitive to other ppl's feelings, even if u dun care how ppl look at you. it is not very nice to let ppl feel ur arrogance and also let ppl feel worse after something bad? hmm. i would think that most ppl will know how to handle situations like this. its like when u get a high score for some test, then u are not really in the position to complain and say that u shld have gotten better, unless the person u are speaking to are abt the same level as u or better. if not, it will cause futher pain in that person who did poorer than u. not a good feeling to have.

gotta be more sensitive.

so do i.