nasty

just experienced a pretty awkward, unfrenly, unpleasant, or worse nasty scene. perhaps some ppl work this way, or is used to being like this. but i felt it was a bit over the top. kinda not very nice to behave in that way, given the situation. weird...

which makes me ponder. and wonder if i am like this too, in someone else's mind.

cos more often than not, on hindsight, i feel my actions were not the most appropriate.